hoping to help in some sort-a way

Dear Kansas:
The reason why I am bothering you -- human life... yours... mine... and those that may follow.

Your names first started coming up when we began work on the concept for an interactive game. In a vision from the Almighty, she suggested that we study your music.

In fact, I am suppose to ask you:

Should I carry on... the wayward son that I am? Or, have we reached the point of know return?

Thank you,
Daniel